In the windy
almost October rain
the clouds whipped
while she struggled in vain
to regain control
or a hint of the sane
almost winters pain
full drops of ice
attacking her eyes
from across the blinding
indeterminate sky

in her misty
almost suicidal brain
the doubt whipped
while she struggled to remain
inside of control
or within its domain
of mind-numbing pain
full drops of lies
attacking her heart
with an insulting
unforgivable part